I know there's a next step,
To what I'm becoming,
But if you're not scared,
Then why are you running?
I'd take the next step,
But I digress,
I can't learn new tricks,
I'll beat myself down,
Fucking to the ground,
If you didn't know better,
You'd say I resented it,
Ah!
Breathe!
Why are you on this road?
I can't remember,
It's something that you felt once,
If just for a second,
But was it enough?
No you don't have shit,
You're still addicted,
You're still a liar,
I'll beat myself down,
Fucking to the ground,
Oh If I knew better,
I'd say I deserved it,